Sarah (mysilentshadow) wrote,

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oh, she just might be growing up after all...

why, hello there.

in the midst of the crazy normalcy that is my life, i have taken time to write a little in you, my lj.

i have not forgotten about you, i've just been busy.

no, really. i have.

and yes, i'm sorry.


it's been a long time. things have changed. i'll tell you about a few things happening right now.

after working at my first job for a month, i quit. and i got a new employer. a better employer. i started last monday. i sincerely hope things go well this time because... i can't imagine working anywhere else. so things better work out. and so far, they are.

i liked a boy. there's a part of me that still likes him, but there's also a part that is over him. after recently hearing that he now might be interested in me, i am finding myself suddenly thrown into a confusing mess. i'm thinking way too much about him and the culminating situation between us. i'm just thinking way too much. and it needs to stop. i just don't know how.

also, i might like another guy. a very good, close friend. and it's not good because i don't want to start liking my friend.

there are just so many problems with boys in my life right now. i sometimes wish there were no boys. maybe i would've been better off in an all-girls school... ehh.

it's the start of my last semester and i'm not so sure that it'll start off the way i want it to. everything is so much more confusing than first semester.

college has become a reality to me quite recently. and, quite frankly, it's scaring the shit out of me.

i am getting way too out of shape. i need to work out more. as soon as it gets to be a higher temperature outside, i am going to run two or three miles. then, i will promptly fall down in a heap of sweaty mess from fatigue.

i'm actually looking forward to doing that. really.

it's valentine's day (aka single's awareness day) today. that makes me think of a certain boy that i shouldn't be thinking about. and that boy, along with another guy friend, gave me flowers today. and that gets me thinking about things again...

meanwhile, i have a new obsession: the canadian show, life with derek. and the canadian actor who plays derek, michael seater. why must i be absolutely besotted with michael seater? damn you, you hot, sexy beast.

i'm starting to become a fan of canadian shows. i really want to see that show, degrassi: the next generation. and a plethora of episodes of life with derek. and naturally, sadie too.

its quite possible that the reason behind me watching these shows is because i could be reverting back to my childhood/preteen years... making up for things and experiences that i wish i had done and experienced by watching actors and actresses act them out on tv.

or, it could be something else. i don't know. whatever. you can call me childish and immature, that's okey.

today was a rather bleak day. i woke up really moody and by the end of the day, despite the valentines gifts of flowers and cards and sweets, i was feeling rather annoyed.

it could be b/c of my failing the math test. or b/c i was post-PMSing, which is highly likely. or... it could be me thinking about certain things again.

anyway, i just needed to sort of... empty my head a little. this seemed like a good idea.

i now must go bake valentine's day brownies so that i can give them to people tomorrow. i know, i know. i'm procrastinating with this, too. but then again... i procrastinate w/ almost everything, important or trivial. so why should this be different?


anywho... happy valentine's day.

YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 27 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with.

1. Can you cook?

2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?

3. What talent do you wish you had?

4. Favorite place?

5. Favorite vegetable?

6. What was the last book you read?

7. Are you Dirty or Clean?

8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?

9. Worst Habit?

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of live journal?

2. What's your philosophy on life?

3. Negative or Optimistic?

4. What was your dream growing up?

5. Worst thing to ever happen to you?

6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face?

7. Tell me one weird fact about you:

8. Would you have my back or kick me when I'm down?

9. Do you Trust me?

10. Have you ever kept anything from me?

11. What do you think of me as a Person?

12. Do you think I'm sane or insane?

13. Would you cry for me if I died?

14. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

15. If you could change anything about me, would you?

16. How do you fall asleep?

17. Would you come over to yell at me or just call?

18. Would you go on a blind date if I set you up?

19. If I only had one day to live would you be honest or lie?

20. A million bucks.. what would you do with it?

21. What is your worst fear?

22. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

23. How many times did you curse at me while filling out this thing?

24. Can you sing or dance?

25. In one word, how would you describe me? Be honest....

26. Do you think im cute/ugly/sexy/beautiful/hot/okay?

27. Will you repost this so I can fill it out?

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