today, life really did throw me lots of lemons. and this time, i didn't make lemonade. hell, i didn't even try... i just stopped trying. i just... didn't. my rose-colored glasses are off my face and flung away somewhere far and dark.
today, i got sick of everything and let it all out. life did get the better of me today. and right now, it just seems like it's going to win tomorrow as well. how unfortunate.
right now, i really do wish i could fly away from here and never come back.